I'll never be sorry that I found the Bronze. It was a life changing thing in many ways and gave me friends that I would never have otherwise found. But I also learned that that level of fan involvement can actually diminish my enjoyment as much as it enhances it.

Maybe someday for Farscape. But at least for now, punishing myself or not, I'm not in an emotional place to gain any enjoyment from it. Yeah, all that stuff in my original post about taking fans taking things personally? Clearly I'm not immune to it. *g*